There's been so much going on that I don't even know where to start. The past few days have been so much fun that I don't want to go back to normal life. I spent much of the weekend holed up at my cousin's house baking sugar cookies which kind of makes us sound like old ladies, but I swear it was the best baking experience I've ever had. When we finally did venture out into the world we went to go see her love interest's concert at le national, which turned out out to be much more fun then I had anticipated. Now I'm at home, which is complete chaos because we're shifting things around. Once things calm down I need to find time to study for finals*sigh*Why does reality suck so much?

Oh! Before I forget I had the funniest conversation with my mom yesterday...

Mom: I really like your hair like that
Me: Thanks mom *Is pleased*
Mom: Yeah! You look like one of those Annie-may characters
Me: ...
Mom: You know those japanese things
Me: Oh! You mean Anime?
Mom: Yeah!!

 I remember when the days leading up to Halloween used to be so much fun. Now I feel like I'm not allowed to kick back and have a good time. I don't want to grow old before my time but that's the way I feel. I avoid taking risks because I don't feel like I'm supposed to make any mistakes. I've gotten so used to feeling like this that I don't even know what it's like to be free of my inhibitions or what "living" is supposed to entail. Can someone suggest an escape route from my own head?

 
So Today I got a facebook invite from an old friend. Her birthday is coming up and normally I would be excited about the whole thing except for the fact that this is the same girl who ditched me on my birthday last year, and hasn't really been in touch since. So here lies the epic question, do I go or do I ignore it all together. I guess we'll see how it goes.

 To follow up on my last post I decided to actually make a list of things to be thankful for. So here you have it...

1. My awesome friends                                   9. Hugs
2. My family                                                     10. Unexpected gifts  
3. Sour skittles
4. Leaf piles
5. Apple pie
6. Camp fires
7. Cuddle sessions
8. Late night phone conversations

I just realized how long it's been since I've posted anything. Soooo... In my hyper, caffeine induced haze I decided to post this little rant from my beloved cousin's house while she sits on her bed watching her sister's boyfriend play video games. In other news I saw Zombieland last week and was thouroughly impressed by how good it ended up being. Anyway I can smell popcorn, which means it's time for a snack attack... I mean sneak attack (yes, I'm adorkable, why do you ask?)

Oh! Before I forget... HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! I should post a list of things that I'm thankful for.

 So I just got back from a family gathering, and here's the epic question of the day. Why is it that families insist making everything such a negative experience? I get that everyone has an opinion, but lets no shove them on other people k thanks. On a brighter note I discovered a wonderful thing called strawberry tequila and it's DELICIOUS! I wish my cousin Sarah could have joined in the fun, but seeing as her eggo is preggo that would've been a no go. Is it weird that I sort of envy her?? I don't even know why exactly. I'm sure if I thought it through more I would laugh at myself.

 The rain really needs to let up sometime soon. It makes me feel all sleepy and lethargic, and postpones photo shoots with friends *sigh* On the other hand the shitty weather gave me some time to curl up on my couch and dive into one of the books Kayla lent me about a week ago which is quickly becoming a favorite of mine. It's called The Shadow of the wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon , and I have to admit that I'm a little addicted to his writing style. I highly recommend it *nods head* In other news I'm officially bored with my hair and have no idea what to do with it. I know it's such a silly thing to be thinking about, but I've had my hair the same colour for months now and it needs to change.... but to what???? While I mull that over here's a list of Fantasia film festival movies that I'm excited to see..................

1) Crush and Blush ( It looks visually stunning, and the plot is really unusual)
2) Love exposure ( If I can sit through the whole four hours I think it'll be worth it)
3) Dread ( I love scary movies, and this one has some nice eye candy to go with it... Jasper from Twilight anyone?)
5) 8th Wonderland ( Not like anything I've heard of before)
6) Present Fighter ( My friend's movie, enough said)

I should probably be practicing my guitar scales. Come on motivation! Where did you go??

 So I just got back from my acting class and a subsequent late night run to MacDonald's " Just because I'm gross that way" I think that driving over the bridge at night is my favorite thing in the world. The city seems to vibrant and alive when you can't see all the dust and smog, and even the air seems a bit more lively... ugggh! When did I suddenly become so philosophical? I send sparkly green hexes out to my acting coach for causing this sudden burst of introspection. Only Costa can make me feel like Aristotle with boobs ... The sudden thought of a tranny Aristotle makes me LOL right down to the core. I mean seriously try to visualize it and you'll see what I mean... Can you picture it? Can you?